Its 3:49am and alas I can't sleep. I blame nightmares and my hell of a day... who gets subpoenaed at school? Anyways, that's not the point. Point is: Since I cannot sleep I figured I would make this an honesty hour and write something Matt and I are soon going to endure. Within the next year, Matthew and I will be moving to India. We will only be there for about a year (maybe 6 months-depending on visa) BUT we are not telling people. Okay, we told some friends and I told some kiddos in my physics class but no more!! Why you may ask? We have no effing clue. A better question is, why not?! I do have family there, hence me being half indian anyways and maybe I'll become some huge bollywood star :D hehe I wish but hey if Julia Roberts can do it I figured we can too. Kidding. We are aiming for the city (obviously or I might go into cultural shock) like New Delhi, Calcutta is a "hidden gem" i've heard.... we don't know the deets now. Vaccine shots are on the check list oh and money... good ol' money. Which I do not currently have haaaa but I will have plenty soon because, well, it is me- and I'm a freaking genius when it comes to getting it. Chica chica yeaaa. Goals? Learn hindi, help out in as many volunteer groups as I can, eat all the indian food my tiny tummy can handle. Ahhh mouth is drooling thinking about the food!!! Most importantly, live. I'm 17 years old and I haven't started living. I need more to my life otherwise what is the point? In English today I came across a book about a girl who is very young. She ponders this question throughout the book-- "is life worth it?" I haven't read the book so I don't know what she comes up with but I want to be able to say yes, yes it is!! Mhmm skittles are so good right now
I'm out like a silva dollaa, holla :)
xoxo
