Yes, this is a rant.
I'm kind of at that point where any little thing right now will piss me off. I could be pmsing or im really tired and grumpy from my lack of sleep this week OR maybe I really just am fed up. I'm getting tired of being so nice to people and have them just spit on me in return. I'm too nice to people sometimes and I feel like they take it for granted... I do so much for people and give so much and never get anything in return. It's almost like im working 110% and getting only 20% back. I'm sick of the guys who are just so disrespectful and mean but then a few months later see my modeling pictures and act like they are my bestfriend. It doesn't work like that, sorry. I guess stabbing people in the back is in style now? Seems to be a lot of fake people. I'm not angry at them just angry in myself for letting people walk all over me. I'm also fed up with that fact that every single sour patch exploder is grape flavor ugh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate that kind
Anyways.. I wish I could say that maybe ill change and be more assertive, maybe get rid of those people who are mean but that's just not who I am. I could never hold a grudge on anyone (except mike vick) I just believe in love even when love isn't given back. But for the record- just because I dont show it on the outside it really upsets me on the inside. Another grape flavor! Eff!
