FIRST DAY OF SUMMER VACATION!

Finally, the Monday has come to kick off my first day of relaxation in the sun and spending time with the people I love. Although, this summer I am going to achieve a lot like:

1. 
   
   Find a job that I love
   
2. 
   
   Lose 10lbs


3. 
   
   Visit Pri in California
   
   

I'm off to a good start...

So far I've had a great photoshoot with

DKLee Photography

and StephenGibson Photography.

(Here's a sneak peak)

Recently life has been treating me really great. I went out with my amazing gals Kristin, Chelsea, and Katie to the corner. I met so many great people! Positive vibes are the only thing I am surrounding myself with right now and I am so thankful. I have so many true friends and I guess I never realized it until all the bad ones finally left me. I spent yesterday watching the world cup game at Aimees with Austin, Rachel, and Matt sipping mimosas. SO MAD USA DIDN'T LOSE!!! Afterwards a bunch more people came over and we just had a great time enjoying the nice country weather and grilling yummy bbq!!

XOXO,

Dutchess Y

I'll sleep when I'm dead

It's really hard going through a long day but sometimes it's even harder sleeping. I need my rest but lately I've been noticing the dark circles under my eyes from the lack of- mainly because I have gained a fear of it. My mom could always tell me what my dreams meant from an early age and I would be able to do the same but with nightmares... its a whole different story.

I get nightmares EVERY night. Not just dreams where a scary clown with an axe chases you (although I've had those too) but dreams where bad things happening to me or my family. I wish more people could relate to how I felt because if anyone has this happen to them then they definately know the stress it brings to your day. Last night I had a dream I got shot in the back... lets just say I spent my friday night hiding in my room watching the celtics (hey celtics-can't complain) haha yay they won!!! I get what is called premonitions dreams, in other words, what I dream comes true the next day.

My mommy told me though that a dream where you die means a wedding (in case anyone out there has these dreams too) so be positive :) I've read all of Sigmund Freud's book "The Interpretation of Dreams" and even I can't figure out what this all means. Life is hard enough, sleeping shouldn't have to be too. Oh well, more Chelsea Lately for me. This pic above is called "Coconut Dreams" I found it appropriate HAHA!!

OXO,

Dutchess Y

"Vengeance is a lazy form of grief"

So yesterday in "Grubbsies" class I got to watch the last 20 minutes of this movie called Wall-E... I fell in love!! After school I came home and watched the whole thing. There isn't much dialogue but when he goes "EVAAA" my heart just melts. I know thats so cheesy but I think anyone who has seen it can agree with me.

Celtics were such a fail today. Perkins was escorted out, Pierce injured his shoulder and Davis got a concussion. I even went to bdubs wearing my KG jersey!! Anyways, I took mom to the pawn shop and then the mall. LOVE SOME RETAIL THERAPY!! After we watched "The Interpreter"--- bestmovieever.

OXO, DUTCHESS

Rainy Sunday= My first blog :)

I figured with the way technology is nowadays, I might as well create a blog to relinquish my inner thoughts. I'll try to keep this short because I feel like I'm talking to a wall (even though this is rather relaxing). I hope that with this first blog I will be able to write out my dreams and then be able to go back to it and see that they have all become a reality; and maybe even make a difference in someone's life.


Ps: why is watching the Jersey Shore so lame yet addicting??

OXO,

Dutchess Y